An Empire In The Making
I often reflect on my time on this planet. All the things I’ve seen. All the lies I've heard and the many dreams which have yet to be realized. I often think about different realities and the outcomes of my actions. Those actions, more or less, find themselves in the hands of trouble. But with that trouble, usually comes a reward of sorts. I suppose True Soundz was my reward for all the pain and trauma I had gone through before ever even thinking of a diamond.
This is my baby. It truly is. I can’t imagine where I’d be in my life right now if I didn’t have an outlet for all this passionate creativity and desire to express myself fully. During times when I felt trapped in my own thoughts or the environment around me, I always had some way to escape. I could draw a picture and envision myself in that setting, away from my worries. I could write a story about a boy traveling to a faraway universe, and I would be that boy. I could close my eyes and just pretend. Any and all images would just flow to me.
There was always some way to get away…
High school was more of a self-(re)discovery Era for me. As with most teens growing up in turbulent times. I had a few friends but was overall isolated. I put a lot of that on myself, though. It was only when I made a particular friend that I finally started breaking out of my shell. But even then, I felt empty. Like something was missing from my Soul; a missing puzzle piece. It got to the point where I would just lay on the floor in misery, not knowing what the hell to do with myself or where the fuck I was going…but things change.
I changed a lot once I realized what my true purpose was. It wasn’t to submit to some false doctrine brought on by centuries of hatred, abuse, trauma, exploitation, and all the like. It wasn’t to be subservient to an oppressive power structure. No, it wasn’t to bust my ass at some phony, nine-to-five, warehouse for an annual salary I could make tenfold in less than five years if I just put my foot on the gas and don't let up for anyone or anything. And that’s exactly what I did.
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How many times can you build something, have it torn down, then rebuild it again? How many times until you shed a tear and are on the verge of giving up? For me, I’ve lost count. Honestly, no flex. That’s how tough it gets when you really want something to happen. I can’t imagine where I’d be if I didn’t take this route. I wouldn’t trade this version of my life for anything. But damn, man. Can a dog get a bone?
Or rather…can a God get a throne? ‘Cause that’s what I want.
I want an endless supply of cash to fund my creative projects. I want to be able to help people because there were so many times when I couldn’t get help at all. Not even from my close friends and family. My ultimate dream is to show the world who I truly am because much of the story of my life has been me trying so desperately to prove myself to people. But now, I’m no longer desperate and I no longer have anything to prove to anyone other than myself. I can’t keep letting others’ opinions or wicked ways tamper with my plans for domination. I have to stay focused. We all do. It’s always in your best interest to remain focused on your goals, aspiring to be greater than what/who you already are. You are a very special Being. Never forget.
Cash makes the world go ‘round, as goes the old saying. While I find it to be true, it’s a very dark, scary truth. Not many know how deep the financial crisis in the world really is. I don't want to say I do any of this as a means to rush to a higher state of living, but the inevitable is what it is. Nothing we can do about it.
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I only want what I feel to be the best solution to breaking a lifetime of generational curses. It’s more than just money. It’s the power to create. The power to build. It’s about doing for yourself and teaching others, passing along knowledge so that our entire race can thrive sustainably. We live in a material world full of spiritual phenomena. Or what the “experts” call phenomena. So many things can’t be explained. But one thing is for sure. When you tap into the deeper parts of life and the universe, so many truths are revealed to you. And I can say that these truths are what made me who I am today, and who I shall forever be.
We should all put in the effort to make space for ourselves. We need to get into our roots and find our Soul tribes again. I know I’m going off on a lot right now, but a lot is on my mind. I know in my Soul that everything will work out for the better, but I have to say, it's a constant battle between forces out of my control and within my control. It’s difficult.
But I take it in stride, and I strive to thrive, not survive.
Sincerely yours, Mr. Mogul 💎
