To Be Or Not To Be…

I don’t wanna scare anyone with the tagline (Is that what you call it?). I'm not morphing into Dr. Jekyll or anything. I just came to find deeper innerstanding in a few things. Namely, how to operate in this Matrix and how to truly bring my desired reality to fruition. It feels like I’m already living it, but there’s still more clutter to get rid of. And that’s fine. That’s what life is all about. Living, learning, moving on, and elevating. It’s just funny to me how backwards the world really is. It’s like waking up several times over the course of years even after rising from the DEEP sleep! It’s wild. You have to really dive in to get what I’m saying at the level that I’m saying it. 

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Why is it so hard for people to maintain solidarity these days? What is it about our nature that just makes us as people so wishy-washy? So shape-shifty? So slimy, sheisty, greedy, muggy…there’s all kinds of words for this shit…wickedness.

But what’s up, man? Like, I'm actually very curious now because I don't seem to understand where I personally went wrong. I don’t know what I did, or didn’t do. At the end of the day, the world owes me nothing, so I desire nothing. I only truly desire to bring my dreams into reality and help others do the same for themselves. I don’t need a fucking cookie for doing good shit and I goddamn sure don’t need weak people around me acting like they’re on a totally different playing field when motherfuckers are still trying to build. Slow motion is better than no motion but DAMN. I don’t have to say names but the message speaks loudly enough. Be a solid person. A TRUE person. Difficult feelings like these are why I’ve been finding myself at odds with coworkers, family, and the like. But I innerstand that this is all meant to test me to see how I react to bad situations. How am I gonna respond to this? Should I respond? Is this blog my response? Point being, if you really want to live your desired reality. You’re gonna have to turn into somebody you didn't think you’d ever become. At least, not in this lifetime.

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Watching movies and TV for much of my life, I saw all the different tropes and stereotypes that would become very relevant in my adulthood. It started with rooting for the good guys because we were taught that no matter what, anyone who goes against evil is a good person. A hero, if you will. Then after some time, we come to realize that some villains can be quite tragic. So we gain some sympathy for them. But then, maybe we get to a point where we start seeing being “good” in the way that the Matrix has told us to be, as more detrimental to us than helpful for us.

We help the other side plenty by allowing the corrupt system to keep going. And that doesn't have to apply to just the government or The Matrix. This is a spiritual world and wicked spirits are always lurking. Always infecting someone to spread the disease of hatred and evil even further. You can apply this philosophy to simple relationships. People will treat you a certain way based on how they truly feel about you. Personally, I’m done with the whole idea of “low maintenance” people. Whether they be friends, family, lovers, or whoever. We’re all busy and we all have lives, but you make time for people you care about. If business is business, you have a moral obligation to be transparent and let that other party know what’s really up. OTHERWISE…you get a bunch of confusion.

Then again, there's always the option to just let it go and focus on yourself. Maybe that’s the best option for me right now. After all, we’re all writing our life stories. As each day passes, it’s a new page.

Don’t turn the other cheek, just turn the page.

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I’m trying to get my thoughts together again. I’m chuckling as I write because there’s so much more to this. But it’s okay, not everything needs to be written or spoken. I’m in a blessed space right now and that’s more than enough to be grateful for. Gratitude is a beautiful thing once you realize how much power is behind it. We shouldn’t be thankful for things with the sole expectation of receiving, but we should be more appreciative of the things we have in the current moment. I don’t have my enriched, lavish life just yet, but I’m working hard every day to knock out the goals necessary to get there. That’s what it’s all about, keeping it pushing and never looking back at things/people who aren't worthy of your sight. Fuck being nice to people who aren’t nice to you, fuck lying ass bitches at your job trying to get you fired, fuck sheisty filmmakers and music producers who are just out to scam you, fuck wishy-washy people who claim to know more than they let on, fuck all of ‘em…respectfully.

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Being a good person has a lot of things attached to it. A lot of responsibility and unwanted attention. I think it’s best for everyone to just strive to be the best version of themselves they can be. The world may be backwards. People who seem like they may not deserve their “blessings”, unfortunately receive them by their own means. But have faith that your good soul will receive just as many blessings, if not more. And fuck it, why bother being concerned? Wicked people will only destroy themselves eventually anyway.

And with that, where do I stand? Well, as I said in the beginning, I’m not turning into Mr. Hyde (I just realized I had them mixed up…), but I have seen some light. And I can say that things are very clear to me now.

• Sincerely yours, Mr. Mogul 💎